Heartbreak Heaven

Today was a hard day. Today was a sad day. Today was a day filled with tears, filled with heartbreak, filled with why me? Today was a day why I continue wondering why he came into my life? wondering why me? wondering how stupid I am for not seeing the signs, how stupid I am that I could have my own happy ending, how stupid I am that someone could love me…

Today was a day of anger. Today was a day that my heart kept punching me in the chest. Today was a day where I thought I deserve a happy ending in my life. Today was a day of constant reminders of the good times, of the memories, of the I love you talk and bullshit…

Today was a day of sadness. Today was a day that I’m trying to get my heart back into one piece. Today was a day that I regained my strength. Today was the day where the fighter came out in me, where my smile shined, where my laughter filled an empty room, where I realized I can do this…

Today was a day where I continue waking up thinking about you, but whispering to myself that I’ll be ok. Today was a day where your memory will always be at the forefront of my mind, but I’ll keep myself busy until your memory will be a long distanced someone I used to know story. Today was a day where no matter how hard it hurts, I’ll always be my number one…

Today was the day where I realized my career will never leave me, so I’m hustling till I make it. Today was the day where I’m focusing on myself entirely because I worked way too hard to become the person I am now just to go back to the old me. Today was the day that I realized I may be the reason I don’t have my happy ending because maybe I screwed it up, maybe I mess up my own happy endings…

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