It’s the Little Things in Life

It’s the little things in life that make me love life more. Like how watching Disney’s The Little Mermaid made me fall in life again. How it made sense of life, my life again. How it made me realize everyone deserves a second chance. How it made me believe in destiny again. How love really does conquer all. How friends will always be there for you.

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It’s the little things in life that make me love the holidays. Like how watching “How the Grinch Stole Christmas” reminds me that Christmas isn’t all about the presents, but how our Savior came to give us all eternal life. How Thanksgiving reminds us to be thankful for all we have, surrounded by family and friends who loves us. Even the grumpiest people can turn their outlook on life by being killed with kindness from complete strangers. How true love conquers all…

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It’s the little things in life that make me believe that people are naturally good. Their environment is what makes them become mean, becoming evil, becoming angry. How watching Beauty and the Beast makes me believe that people can change, that not everyone is raised to be mean and nasty to others, people can become good through the happiness, the positivity of others, through second chances, that food brings people from all different walks of life around a common table of thanks and appreciation…

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It’s the little things in life that make me believe in soulmates, that there is just one person out there met to be with you forever, that guys aren’t as bad as they seem. Being at the gym today made me realize what I exactly want from a boyfriend/husband. I want my man to look at me and say to himself ‘how did I get so lucky?’. A man who stands up for me, a man who is comfortable with their sexuality to know that I will never leave them when another men tries to hit on me, a man who just wraps his arms around me and becomes domineering when it is necessary…

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I don’t know my way anymore. I wish for anything to have him back in my life. Why spend money on eHarmony when you are not ready for a commitment? I paid for a year subscription to eHarmony at 26 because I was ready to find that person I was meant to be with. I thought I did then he broke my heart. It’s going to take time to get over it, but one day I will if he hasn’t reached out by then.

I just keep thinking after a year it will get better. Just like Carrie took a year to get over Big in the Sex and the City movie. I’m going to keep doing me, working on myself, and working on my career. I’ll continue looking for the little things in life that make life so wonderful and filled with beauty…

Kisses on those Peace Sign fingers and Love

XO Jenn

 

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